You may say why so. Haven’t I discovered any new blogs or have I stopped liking the old ones. Nothing like that. Though there are very good writers now, I feel there has been a change in the blogosphere, it is more commercial less emotional now. But then those are my feelings entirely.
2012 personally has been very good. Touch wood. The reason why Searching Self was created has been fulfilled. My inner demons lay calm and my thoughts have a direction. I know finally where my happiness lies. And to know that has been wonderful.
For the past year or so since my discovery has channelized, I was living in mixed emotions. I like to write but I was afraid that my spiritual side if it comes on this blog space, might not be appreciated. I was afraid of losing the few readers that I do have.
Often we live life in fear. Afraid of taking any risk. And I am no exception.
But then now I have come to the point to understand that it is not about readership or the choice of the readers… it is about me and what I really want. So if writing something against the norms gives me happiness, I will be doing just that. Yes, maybe the upward spikes in readership may reverse, my old faithfuls may leave me but then there is the option that I will be meeting some one new. 🙂
It is not that I will turn to a recluse but just that there is so much to study that there is hardly any time. I will still write but then it will be laced with what I learn. 😀
Keep smiling, Stay fit and be yourself.
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